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John Adam Ortner
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It would seem that my life is just one missed opportunity after another...

And so i stare at blood-covered hands...
...deceased...its over, gone there ain't nothing left, i turn the gun to my head. This shit always end the same, love is like russian roulette with six bullets. Spin the revolver all you like your still gonna come out a loser. Things never work out how they should be. So here I am, bleeding now was i type this, hoping that the problems will leave with every drop of blood i spill...it would seem things are not what they should be
Message me....I usually respond...



And so a lonely howl escapes my throat. A piercing call through the still night, a sound of pain and loneliness. Lost in the world with only my thought to guild me, darkness envelops all around as the moon sinks lower into the sky. Left to wander in the darkness, to seek out the one that will guide me home. Yet it would seem that the illusions along the way only hurt me more. Crushing my heart and leaving me more in pain then before. Where is my guiding light, my guiding spirit?

Interests: Cars & Engines, Computers, Electronics, Gadgets, Games, History
Favorite music: Nickleback
Favorite TV: Fam Guy
Favorite films: Death Race
Favorite books: Tom Clancy
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Trail of Blood, The unfollowed path


And so I am left here, alone, hurt, bleeding.
Blood so warm yet so cold with sadness.
What you have done, the pain I feel, so overwhelming.
I guess what I came to believe was just a misconception.
Cut out my heart, that's all I have, that's what I gave to you.
So take it and crush it like you do best.
The pain will go away, the wounds will heal.
But my memories will stay, haunting me forever.
Creeping slowly into my vision, hurting me more.
I have cried so many tears that none appear anymore.
Just a lone tear of blood, from a broken soul.
So look upon what you have done to me and ask yourself.
Was it worth it? Are you happy?
All I ever tried to do what make you happy, I put you first.
But i simply didn't give you enough, my everything came short.
My love, too small a gift.
So now I am gone, I will limp away, broken soul and broken hearted.
If you ever care to find me, follow the blood I leave behind...


Journal entry by DragonDudeMan at Jan 05 2009   Write comment
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