My outlook on life is constantly changing so it makes it seem like time is going by fast which scares the piss out of me. I can't really tell you many things about me anymore because I just don't seem to know. But basically I am now the mama to a beautiful baby girl, Melody Jeanne. I am part time house girlfriend, part timecomplaing blitch. I'm desperate for faith but I know I have a lot more than most people could wish for. And eventually I will understand why.