Hello

This account is dedicated to a long lost friend and boyfriend (in relation to me). He may not be far away, but he was very close to me. I was the last peer to talk to him that night and he hung himself. He committed suicide on March 12, 2009 at around 10-11 PM. He may have specifically died on March 13 at around 12 AM, but who knows...I do.

I talked to him on the night of March 12 at 8:39 PM. He was crying and I couldn't do anything about it. He said, "i'll talk to you later, ok?" I simply hung up after he said that. I kept a distance from him to cool down, but I didn't expect him to hang himself. After all the people I saved from committing suicide, why haven't I saved his? I was on the phone with him at the right moment, but it just all fell apart when I simply let him alone to his crying. How would you feel if you were the last person to talk to someone that ended their life the minute or even the hour after they talked to you?

What hurt the most was knowing that he died. That is what deeply hurt me. He deleted my number, i'm assuming, so that I wouldn't know from the beginning. I found out that he died a month later. The most heartbreaking thing in life is knowing it.

I, the narrator, have an account on spogg, but I dedicate this account to Michael Wadel JR. Please dedicate gifts. I am not expecting anyone to give all their zollars away. 

Note to sheriffs: Please spread the word for the lost love: Michael Wadel Jr.