MyHeart F18 (Last seen 5:46 pm, May 17 2012)
No Pickup Artist
You made me want to be a saint.

Presentation

America I've given you all and now I'm nothing. 
America two dollars and twenty-seven cents January 17, 1956. 
I can't stand my own mind. 
America when will we end the human war? 
Go fuck yourself with your atom bomb 
I don't feel good don't bother me. 
I won't write my poem till I'm in my right mind. 
America when will you be angelic? 
When will you take off your clothes? 
When will you look at yourself through the grave? 
When will you be worthy of your million Trotskyites? 
America why are your libraries full of tears? 
America when will you send your eggs to India? 
I'm sick of your insane demands. 
When can I go into the supermarket and buy what I need with my good looks? 
America after all it is you and I who are perfect not the next world. 
Your machinery is too much for me. 
You made me want to be a saint. 
There must be some other way to settle this argument. 
Burroughs is in Tangiers I don't think he'll come back it's sinister. 
Are you being sinister or is this some form of practical joke? 
I'm trying to come to the point. 
I refuse to give up my obsession. 
America stop pushing I know what I'm doing. 
America the plum blossoms are falling. 
I haven't read the newspapers for months, everyday somebody goes on trial for 
murder. 
America I feel sentimental about the Wobblies.
America I used to be a communist when I was a kid and I'm not sorry. 
I smoke marijuana every chance I get. 
I sit in my house for days on end and stare at the roses in the closet. 
When I go to Chinatown I get drunk and never get laid. 
My mind is made up there's going to be trouble. 
You should have seen me reading Marx. 
My psychoanalyst thinks I'm perfectly right. 
I won't say the Lord's Prayer. 
I have mystical visions and cosmic vibrations. 
America I still haven't told you what you did to Uncle Max after he came over 
from Russia.

I'm addressing you. 
Are you going to let our emotional life be run by Time Magazine? 
I'm obsessed by Time Magazine. 
I read it every week. 
Its cover stares at me every time I slink past the corner candystore. 
I read it in the basement of the Berkeley Public Library. 
It's always telling me about responsibility. Businessmen are serious. Movie 
producers are serious. Everybody's serious but me. 
It occurs to me that I am America. 
I am talking to myself again.

Asia is rising against me. 
I haven't got a chinaman's chance. 
I'd better consider my national resources. 
My national resources consist of two joints of marijuana millions of genitals 
an unpublishable private literature that goes 1400 miles an hour and 
twentyfivethousand mental institutions. 
I say nothing about my prisons nor the millions of underpriviliged who live in 
my flowerpots under the light of five hundred suns. 
I have abolished the whorehouses of France, Tangiers is the next to go. 
My ambition is to be President despite the fact that I'm a Catholic.

America how can I write a holy litany in your silly mood? 
I will continue like Henry Ford my strophes are as individual as his 
automobiles more so they're all different sexes 
America I will sell you strophes $2500 apiece $500 down on your old strophe 
America free Tom Mooney 
America save the Spanish Loyalists
America Sacco & Vanzetti must not die 
America I am the Scottsboro boys. 
America when I was seven momma took me to Communist Cell meetings they 
sold us garbanzos a handful per ticket a ticket costs a nickel and the 
speeches were free everybody was angelic and sentimental about the 
workers it was all so sincere you have no idea what a good thing the party 
was in 1835 Scott Nearing was a grand old man a real mensch Mother 
Bloor made me cry I once saw Israel Amter plain. Everybody must have 
been a spy. 
America you don're really want to go to war. 
America it's them bad Russians. 
Them Russians them Russians and them Chinamen. And them Russians. 
The Russia wants to eat us alive. The Russia's power mad. She wants to take 
our cars from out our garages. 
Her wants to grab Chicago. Her needs a Red Reader's Digest. her wants our 
auto plants in Siberia. Him big bureaucracy running our fillingstations. 
That no good. Ugh. Him makes Indians learn read. Him need big black niggers. 
Hah. Her make us all work sixteen hours a day. Help. 
America this is quite serious. 
America this is the impression I get from looking in the television set. 
America is this correct? 
I'd better get right down to the job. 
It's true I don't want to join the Army or turn lathes in precision parts 
factories, I'm nearsighted and psychopathic anyway. 
America I'm putting my queer shoulder to the wheel.

- Allen Ginsberg's "America"

 

 

Rest in peace, Sabrina the feline witch.

I miss you so much.

 

 

Location: United States
Style: - Occupation: -
Favorite music:
AFI, Jet Lag Gemini, Say Anything, Two Tongues, Captain Were Sinking, The Wonder Years, Touche Amore, Mixtapes, Transit, Man Overboard, Joyce Manor, RVIVR, Balance And Composure, Make Do And Mend, Moving Mountains, Hands on the Stereo, Bellwether, The Wombats, Fireworks, The Wonder Years, Tigers Jaw, Title Fight, Such Gold, TAT, You Me And Everyone We Know, The Poptart Monkeys, The Audition, The Yellow Team, The White Stripes, We Are The In Crowd, Goot, Paramore, The Academy is, The Ready Set, Action Item, With The Punches, Hotspur, Blameshift, Billy Boy On Poison, Foxy Shazam, For Our Hero, Look Afraid, The Past Times, Good With Grenades, Sublime, The Ting Tings, Kids of Survival, Phone Calls From Home, We The Kings, The Downtown Fiction, Get Cape Wear Cape Fly, NevershoutNever, Hey Monday, Julia Nunes, Settle, Hot Hot Heat, Forever The Sickest Kids, Cobra Starship, Mike Goodrick, Atreyu, The Used, The Friday Night Boys, Lower Definition, Ben Folds, The Last Goodnight, Rediscover, Erickson, My Chemical Romance, Story Of the Year, Spitalfield, Envy On the Coast, Hellogoodbye, Danger Radio, La Dispute, Screeching Weasel, Jawbreaker, GlassJaw, Lemuria, The Color Fred, Kill Hannah, The Cab, iSeeStars, Artist Vs Poet, Weezer, Nirvana, Panic at the Disco, The Goodnight Anthem, SO Contagious, The Secret Handshake, Freshman 15, The Matches, Vanilla Sky, The Films, Single File, Coheed Cambria, Tegan and Sara, Box Car Racer, VersaEmerge, The Starting Line, The Junior Varsity, Runner Runner, Saosin, The Morning Of, There For Tomorrow, The Arrival, Midtown, Robots Butterflies, The Summer Set, The Limousines, You Me At Six, A Bird A Sparrow, The American Life, Anarbor, Backseat Goodbye, The Right Coast, HeyHiHello, Radagun, Silver Fox, XOXO, Before Their Eyes, Forever With Diamonds, You Me and Everyone We Know, Thirteen Yards to Victory, City And Color, Chase Long Beach, Catch 22, The Autumn Sound, Reel Big Fish, Racing Kites, We Are Scientists, Leah Stargazing, Handshakes and Highfives, Call The Cops, The Rad, Set Your Goals, Sail By The Stars, Bo Burnham, Chiodos, Mansions, Settings, Ivoryline, My Favorite Highway, Spontaneo, The Bay State, Crash Coordinates, A City Serene, Set It Off, American Football, Basement, Me Verse You, My Lady 4
Favorite films:
My Neighbor Totoro, Ponyo, Richie Rich, Easy A, Sucker Punch, 500 Days of Summer, Across the Universe, The Imaginarium of Docter Parnassus, Its Kind of a Funny Story, Up, Where The Wild Things Are, Monty Python and The Holy Grail, Igor, Nightmare Before Christmas, Hard Candy, Juno, Spaceballs
Favorite books:
The Unbearable Lightness of Being, Extremely Loud And Incredibly Close, Lolita, Survivor, The Book Thief, I Am The Messenger, Rant, Snuff, Haunted, Diary, Pygmy, Invisible Monsters, Impulse, Crank, Burn, Glass, Choke, Identical, Tricks, Fallout

Championship titles

MyHeart hasn't currently got any tournament titles.

MyHeart's Visitors

bigcab M27

MyHeart's Groups

MyHeart is not yet a member of any group.