i am single. i'm rarely on here.so if you got a cell and would like to chat, well hit me up. my number is 615-484-1373. you can also find my on facebook- jus search my name: allyssa danielle gilbert. or even on myyearbook- its

http://www.myyearbook.com/mysession=cmVnaXN0cmF0aW9uX3Byb2ZpbGUmdXNlcmlkPTg4MDE3MzE= 

there you go.hope to talk to someone soon.

 

I'm up for adoption
Here's the rules of Spogg Adoption.
If you are a guy,you must pick a girl.
If you are a girl,you must pick a guy.
Put on your page: I'm Up For Adoption.
And then see who want s you.
The first person to send you a message saying,"I own you",owns you and can make you do anything they want. (Even go out)

 

 

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cody(noowcody) is taken by me! apparently im the best.so bow down!

 

mmmm............i just lost everything i had.....all my hard work and amazing finds.......i cant get em back!!!!!! so not fair.......so im gonna try and get a few things back..if you wanna know anything about me just ask.i'm very unique and fun.

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I am not goin to preach to you and your religion is yours. But I read this story just recently and it moved me and made me realized how stubborn and wrong i had been. Through all my hardships and wrongs and selfishness, one person has shared everything with me...and that is GOD. If you believe in him awesome. If not, I wish you luck and I hope you find what you are searching for religiously. Here is the story I read.

 

THE ROOM 

17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. "I wowed 'em," he later told his father, Bruce. "It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote.." It also was the last. 

Brian's parents had forgotten about the essay when a cousin found it while cleaning out the teenager's locker at Teary Valley High School . Brian had been dead only hours, but his parents desperately wanted every piece of his life near them-notes from classmates and teachers, his homework. 

Only two months before, he had handwritten the essay about encountering Jesus in a file room full of cards detailing every moment of the teen's life.. But it was only after Brian's death that Beth and Bruce Moore realized that their son had described his view of heaven. "It makes such an impact that people want to share it. You feel like you are there." Mr. Moore said. 

Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted. 

The Moores framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room. "I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it," Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision of life after death. "I'm happy for Brian. I know he's in heaven. I know I'll see him." 
Brian's Essay: The Room... 

In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read "Girls I have liked." I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was. 

This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching. 

A file named "Friends" was next to one marked "Friends I have betrayed." The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird "Books I Have Read," "Lies I Have Told," "Comfort I have Given," "Jokes I Have Laughed at." Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: "Things I've yelled at my brothers." Others I couldn't laugh at: "Things I Have Done in My Anger", "Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents." I never ceased to be surprised by the contents. 

Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature. 

When I pulled out the file marked "TV Shows I have watched", I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented. 

When I came to a file marked "Lustful Thoughts," I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content. 

I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!" In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it. 

Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh. 

And then I saw it.. The title bore "People I Have Shared the Gospel With." The handle was brighter than those around it, newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand. 

And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him. 

No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own. 

He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me. 

Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. "No!" I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was "No, no," as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side. 

He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, "It is finished." I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written. 

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."-Phil. 4:13 "For God so loved the world that He gave His only son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life." If you feel the same way forward it so the love of Jesus will touch their lives also. My "People I shared the gospel with" file just got bigger, how about yours? 

 

Now you don't have to re-post this or anything. You don't have to tell anyone you read it or that it moved you. You and God will be the only people to ever know that you read this at one point in time.

 

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I Promise by: me

 

She died that day.

The 27th of October.

It was ALL my fault.

I hurt so bad.

She meant everything to me

She was my world,

I was hers no doubt.

We had planned so much

I had to throw it all away.

I didn't mean to hurt her like that

It hurt me too,

More than anyone would ever know.

I wanted her

She wanted me.

We were meant to be.

It was a simple lie to save me.

To save me from all the pain,

Just a simple lie.

I hoped she would understand

She's so brilliant.

But she didn't understand.

Now she can't move forward without me.

I had no other choice.

I had to let my world go,

So I could concentrate on my present.

I love her still.

And always will.

I know she'll be waiting for me...

Ever so patiently.

Allyssa, just wait a little longer.

I'll be ready soon enough.

I promise.

            Love,

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The Star by: me

 

He came outta nowhere.

Exploded into my heart with ease.

Blew my mind with his words and actions.

He made me want him,

Just simply want him near.

He made me want to be a part of his life,

Fight for him everyday,

And make him happier than ever.

Show him that he could love,

Trully love someone.

 

He smiles so gently

He talks so smoothly

And his music sings beautiful melodies.

He is what every girl wants

He is what every girl needs

And I was the lucky one to have him as my own.

Ay first he was a stranger,

Soon became my best friend,

And now he's my shining star!

Never to leave my side.

He brings absolute happiness into my life.

 

And he goes by the name of:

Tyler David Hier

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Vampire's Secret by:me

 

Everyone has a secret.

Some wear them out in the open

While others keep them buried deep inside.

But every now and again

Those secrets kept buried so deep appear

 

His skin was cold as ice.

But his lips were as warm as fire.

His touch was gentle but secure.

He spoke softly and hypnotically.

His gaze was full of passion that dug into the depths of your soul.

 

He was everything anyone would ever want.

Only one problem,

He lived for eternity.

Never having only one lover,

But many, who were dead by the morning sun.

 

He would draw you in by his seductive gaze.

Make you feel important by his calming voice.

Help you unwind with his simple touch.

Once you are completely entranced,

His kiss would send you into an eternal shock of sleep.

 

Another night passes,

Another beautiful woman gone missing,

Another vampire fed.   <(^,-,^)>

8-23-10

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Vampire Eternity by:me

 

True love is something wished by many and found by few.

It is something that withstands time,illness,and disaster.

Through life's perilous and unending twists and turns,

Love has won and lost many.

 

But love eventually dies.

It dies with the beholder.

For the beholder does not live for an eternity.

That is to say,

Unless you're a vampire.

 

If you fall in love with a vampire,

Be prepared to love eternally.

For his kiss will last forever.

His touch everlasting.

 

So be warned,

Only commit to eternity with a vampire if that eternity you seek is your taste of blood.   <(^,-,^)>

8-23-10

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Your Thirst or Their Existence by:me (this poem might change)

 

The adrenaline rushes as soon as your teeth sink in.

The blood fills your veins,

Making you feel anew again.

The taste is refreshing.

You crave more.

But you can't

You shouldn't.

Your secret must never be found out.

So the shadows continue top hide you.

Night remains your playground.

There is never enough to keep you satiated.

I mean, you last forever.

So you pick off one here and one there.

Prolonging your ultimate despise

But you put your food source at risk

you could never forgive yourself if they were extinct

For without them

You are nothing.

You're caught in a battle between your temporary thirst

and their mere, pitiful existence.

Thats the price you pay for being a bloodsucker with a soul.

8-27-10

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A: loves to flirt

L: REALLY easy to fall in love with

L: REALLY easy to fall in love with

Y: GREAT kisser

S: gets blamed for everything

S: gets blamed for everything

A: loves to flirt

 

G: Never lets people tell you what to do

I: a freak in bed

L: REALLY easy to fall in love with

B: loves people

E: freaking beautiful

R: good gf

T: a freak in bed

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A: loves to flirt
B: Loves people
C: BEST SMILE
D: Has one of the best personalities ever
E: Freaking beautiful/HANDSOME
F: People wild and crazy adore you.
G: Never let people tell you what to do.
H:Easy to fall in love with
I: a freak in bed
J: Freking rowdy
K: Really silly.
L: REALLY easy to fall in love with
M: Makes dating fun
N:one of the best bf/gf anyone could EVER ask for
O: Loved by everyone
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: Good Gf/Bf
S: gets blamed for everything
T: a freak in bed
U: G ets hugs
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to do.
Y: GREAT kisser
Z: Lives life for fun

 

CHRISTIAN ALPHABET 

 

A: Although things are not perfect

L: Love imparts to thee

Y: Yes, there will be good times and yes, there will be bad times; but....

S: Start everyday with worship.

S: Start everyday with worship

A: Although things are not perfect.

 

G: God is forever able

I: Imagine life without his love

L: Love imparts to thee

B: Because of trial or pain

E: Even when the times are hard

R: Redeem the time at hand

T: To "thank" is a command.

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A lthough things are not perfect 
B ecause of trial or pain 
C ontinue in thanksgiving 
D o not begin to blame 
E ven when the times are hard 
F ierce winds are bound to blow 
G od is forever able 
H old on to what you know 
I magine life without His love 
J oy would cease to be 
K eep thanking Him for all the things 
L ove imparts to thee 
M ove out of "Camp Complaining" 
N o weapon that is known 
O n earth can yield the power 
P raise can do alone 
Q uit looking at the future 
R edeem the time at hand 
S tart every day with worship 
T o "thank" is a command 
U ntil we see Him coming 
V ictorious in the sky 
W e'll run the race with gratitude 
X alting God most high 
Y es, there will be good times and yes some will be bad,but... 
Z ion waits in glory...where none are ever sad

 

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LOVE QUOTES

 

-All I want is for one guy to prove to me that they're not all the same.

-To the world your just one person, but to one person you are the world.

-I just want to be the girl you talk about. The only one you couldn't live without. To be the one that makes your heart beat like crazy. And for you to say to your boys, "She's my baby!"

-I can LET GO, I can FORGIVE, I can MOVE ON, but I will NEVER STOP LOVING you.

-Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.

-RAWR means "I love you" in dinosaur.

-P.S. Do you know that i love you? I probably already told you, but I'm going to keep saying it. There is no lies in these words, not one bit. Your smile keeps me alive, it's one more reason to keep fighting. I would give you my soul for comfort, even if it leaves me dark and cold. And when I hold you close, I can feel your heart beat fast, and I think to myself... I've found that "someone" at last.

-I may not get to see you as often as I would like, I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night, but deep in my heart I trully know, you're the one I love and I can't let you go.

-My mind tells me to give up, but my heart wont let me.

-I love you not for an hour, or a day, or a year, but for all days and always.

- Te amare para siempre = I'll love you forever.

-To love someone when there is no chance of that love ever thriving, that is romance.

-It's hard to wait around for something that you know might not happen, but it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you ever wanted.

-I don't know where I stand with you, and I don't know what I mean to you, all I know is every time I think of you, all I wanna do is BE WITH YOU.

-When you trully care for someone you don't look for faults, you don't look for answers, you don't look for mistakes. You accept the faults and you over look excuses. The measure of love is when you love without measure. There are rare chances that you'll meet the person you love and who loves you in return. So once you have it, don't ever let it go. The chance might never come your way again.

-You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.

-I'm done pretending so here goes: No, I'm not okay with the fact that you broke my heart. No, I'm not okay with the fact that we don't talk anymore. And to top it all off, No, I'm not okay with the fact I fell in love with you in the first place.

-I want a guy who would sing to me at random moments. Someone who is more goofy then romantic. A guy who would throw stuffed animals at me when I'm acting dumb. A guy who would make fun of me just to hear me laugh. He would play with my hair all the time and buy me 25 cent rings. Someone who I could lay on a blanket with to count the stars. We would buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other, but mostly I want someone who would be my best friend and would never break my heart. He would always make me smile.

-S(he) be(lie)ve(d)

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My state of mind
has finally got the best of me
I need you next to me
I'll try to find
a way that I could get to you
just wanna get to you

The world I see is perfect now
you're all around
with you I can breath

Until you're mine
I have to find
a way to fill this soul inside
I can't survive
without you here by my side
until you're mine
not gonna be
even close to complete
I won't rest until you're mine
mine

Alone inside
I can only hear your voice
ringing through the noise
I can find my mind
keeps on coming back to you
always back to you

Wanting something out of reach
it's killing me
you're all I see yeah

Until you're mine
I have to find
a way to fill this soul inside
I can't survive
without you here by my side
until you're mine
not gonna be
even close to complete
I won't rest until you're mine
mine

Just stop wondering
if we were meant to be
forget about fate and just hold me
I'm ready to begin
the waiting has to end
right now
ttoday
I've got to find a way yeah yeah

Mine
until you're mine

until you're mine
i have to find
a way to fill this whole inside
i've got to fight
without you here by my side
until you're mine
not gonna be
even close to complete
I wont rest until youre mine

My state of mind
has finally got the best of me
I need you next to me

-from XkechoXchanX-

 

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*Kiss on the stomach--"Let's have sex"
*Kiss on the forehead--"Forever you will be mine"
*Kiss on the ear--"I'm horny"
*Kiss on the cheek--"We're friends"
*Kiss on the hand--"I adore you"
*Kiss on the neck--"We belong together"
*Kiss on the shoulder--"I want you"
*Kiss on the lips--"I love you" or"I want you"
*Holding hands--"We can learn to love each other"
*A wink--"Let's get it on"
*Slap(OR any other contact) on the butt--"That's mine"
*Playing with the ear--"I can't live without you"
*Holding on tight---"Don't let go"
*Looking into each other's eyes--"Kiss me"
*Playing with hair on head--"Tell me you love me"
*Arms around waist--"I love you to much to let go"
*Laughing while kissing--"I am completely comfortable with you"
*Kiss on the nose--"I'm very nervous."

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All I Ever Wanted-Basshunter

 

All I ever wanted
was to see you smilin'
I know that I love you
oh baby why don't you see

Refrain: (2x)
All I ever wanted
Was to see you smilin'
All I ever wanted was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see
that all I ever wanted
was you and me

(Music)

I'm so alone
Here on my own
and I am waiting for you to come
I want to be
a part of you
think of all things we could do
and every day
you're in my head
I want to have you in my bed
you are the one
you're in my eyes
for I am the one in my life

(Refrain)(2x)
(Music)
(Refrain)
All I ever wanted

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After Tonight-Justin Nozuka

 

 

 

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I'm In Heaven When You Kiss Me-ATC

 

I'm in heaven when you kiss me
show me how you miss me
take me with you back to wonderland
I'm in heaven when you kiss me
show me how you miss me
Take me with you back to wonderland

you catch me with a stare
I follow you anywhere
You lead me into temptation
i guess you need to enjoy
I'm like a kid with a toy
I'm losing my concentration

One kiss from you I'm on fire
your touch is all I desire
One look and you take me higher
You know I couldn't resist
Yeah I miss
every time I'm with you
Every time that we kiss

I'm in heaven when you kiss me
Heaven when you kiss me
You were sent to me from wonderland
I'm in heaven when you kiss me
Heaven when you kiss me
You were sent to me from wonderland
I go crazy when you kiss me
Show me how you miss me
Take me with you back to wonderland
You know I couldn't resist
Yeah I miss every time I'm with you
Every time that we kiss

I dream of you every night
feel like I'm losing my mind
this feelin just getting stronger
my head is spinnin around
you play with me but I'm bound
I can't resist any longer

One kiss from you I'm on fire
your touch is all I desire
One look and you take me higher
You know I couldn't resist
Yeah I miss
every time I'm with you
Every time that we kiss

I'm in heaven when you kiss me
Heaven when you kiss me
You were sent to me from wonderland
I'm in heaven when you kiss me
Heaven when you kiss me
You were sent to me from wonderland
I go crazy when you kiss me
Show me how you miss me
Take me with you back to wonderland
You know I couldn't resist
Yeah I miss every time I'm with you
Every time that we kiss

You know that I'm hypnotized
Each time i look in your eyes
You know I couldn't disguise
And I couldn't resist
Every time that we kiss

I'm in heaven when you kiss me
Heaven when you kiss me
You were sent to me from wonderland

I'm in heaven when you kiss me
Heaven when you kiss me
You were sent to me from wonderland
Ooh its heaven when you kiss me
Heaven when you kiss me
You were sent to me from wonderland
I go crazy when you kiss me
Baby don't resist me me
Take me with you back to wonderland
You know that I'm hypnotized by your eyes
and I just can't resist
Every time that we kiss

You know that I'm hypnotized by your eyes
and I just can't resist
Every time that we kiss

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I jus wanna say thank you to all the people who have been my friends straight from the get go. You guys and girls are wonderful and yall are amazin.

 

Especially  Brianboru1989 and Syke and Vipertje. Yall make me smile no matter what is goin on. Without many of you.... who knows where I would have ended up. Just wanted to share my thoughts.